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PostPosted: Sat Apr 05, 2003 5:17 pm    Post subject: Ignore this thread if you please Reply with quote

As many of you know, my moods have been fluctuating from ok, to very poor. I have exploded at people, been self destructive, and many other things. I have been trying to work through things. Isn't going too well. Lately, things have been worse. The more things are as they are, the worse I have felt. I had thought many times that the only way things could go from there would be up, but I was wrong.

I have tried numerous things to take my mind off of things, even for a moment, to be able to think under a new light, many of those quests have failed. I have tried things from trying not to play any more TFC to trying to be able to play TFC in a clan or something similar. Both of those blew up in my face for one reason or another.

I know that many of you are probably at the end of your ropes with me and just wish that I would go away. I have tried that, but have always come back to play more TFC here.

Most of my problems have stemmed from the issues that have happened in real life, but to my demise, I can't do anything about them, since most of them are out of my control. I have never gone into detail about my problems because it takes a lot for myself to even talk to people. I am paranoid about a lot of things about how the internet can function.

I would like things to be put behind and go back to how they were prior to everything going wrong, but I know that isn't possible.
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PostPosted: Sat Apr 05, 2003 6:13 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

borg, have i ever told you that i love you?
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PostPosted: Sat Apr 05, 2003 6:24 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Dahak wrote:
borg, have i ever told you that i love you?


ditto #Black smile
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PostPosted: Sat Apr 05, 2003 10:04 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Ditto shit happens we all have our moods it will pass hopefully
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PostPosted: Sat Apr 05, 2003 11:28 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

I never have bad days.
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PostPosted: Sun Apr 06, 2003 12:03 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

FragFailure wrote:
I never have bad days.


bwahahaha...funneh
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PostPosted: Sun Apr 06, 2003 12:04 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

!ignore Thread
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PostPosted: Sun Apr 06, 2003 12:48 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

It's kind of like a simple logic if you look at it like this: if we don't know what's broken in your life, we can't help you fix it.
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PostPosted: Sun Apr 06, 2003 2:56 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

I'm never in a bitchy mood, just ask [njk] O_o
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PostPosted: Sun Apr 06, 2003 9:43 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

yes u are, liar
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PostPosted: Sun Apr 06, 2003 9:54 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

*pssst* (It's PMS)
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PostPosted: Mon Apr 07, 2003 3:32 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

FragFailure wrote:
I never have bad days.


Can I quote myself? GG Frag for winning $175 at the blackjack tables.
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PostPosted: Mon Apr 07, 2003 10:34 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

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FragFailure wrote:
I never have bad days.


Can I quote myself? GG Frag for winning $175 at the blackjack tables.


#Beer
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PostPosted: Mon Apr 07, 2003 10:50 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

FragFailure wrote:
FragFailure wrote:
I never have bad days.


Can I quote myself? GG Frag for winning $175 at the blackjack tables.


congrats. black jack is the way to go.. verrrry low hosue advantage
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PostPosted: Mon Apr 07, 2003 12:42 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Dahak wrote:
borg, have i ever told you that i love you?


ditto

borg we know you dont mean to be in bad moods when you are.. we know you''ve had a hard time.. but we also remember how you were b4 it all began.. we know your a brill guy.. just been having some difficulties...

were all here for you.. to talk.. to play.. anythin.. your appart of the family that is the ville as much as anyone.. make sure you remember that.. one day you'll recover from whatever has been troubling you.. and no matter how much you've done that you regret.. and other things.. we'll all still be here for ya..

P.S. im sorry i havent been on msn in a while.. n we havent talked in ages.. i've been terribly busy.. i'll try my very best to get on soon..

ttysoon borg..
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